everything is gonna SUCK

Saturday I have to take the ACT, that means tomorrow! >:C

In addition i have to take this TABE test, sometime next week AGAIN! It was my entrance test into TECO/PATHS and apparently its an exit exam also, what!?

I requested a meeting with my guidance counselor weeks ago and still nothing!

Also, i have 2 projects to do for my "English 4" class, but for the most part it will probably be this timewasting career research project, i already know what I want to do, but we have to research 3 careers, thats a waste of time

everything is gonna suck until 2nd semester

oh well wish me luck

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WAKE UP! and release the chains of fate

Presenting the WDG

http://www.youtube.com/user/Animerulez92

That leads to my youtube account where you will find the Web Design Gang videos

Basically i recorded us hanging out during our 5 minute break between 3rd and 4th periods
check out the videos
we are hilarious! trust me

and yes we realize how dumb we smartly look and yes i realize how little perfect sense that completely did make

till next post
WAKE UP and release the chains of fate

Much Ado Bout Everythin

Yes the blog title is based off something, if you don't mind, tell me what the cr@p that somethin is

Anyway my English 4 class is reading Macbeth, a William Shakespeare tragedy and we have a project in which we write out and act out any scene from the play DAMN talk about time taking

In addition we have a "Career Research" project...for english4? yeah that got me to, no idea what my teacher is smokin hahahaha

So that all sucks but my awesome PreCalcMastersGroup which is composed of Marc, Bret, Baron, Josh? sorry man, not sure about your name and of course yours truly

Anyway we get to present a section on vectors to class, i just did the homework we are going to assign and i massacred it! I RULE! FEAR ME VECTORS!

Vectorman is a cool game btw

So yeah...its all about school! :D

Also look forward to the WebDesignGang YouTube sensation which is basically me recording our "5-min breaks" we have between 3rd and 4th at school :D

Me, Jonathan, Johnathan, Corey, Jesus, Alex and random other pplz

so yeah till next time WAKE UP! And release the chains of fate...

The Day

I basically wrote out what I believed would happen if I told the girl I loved, how I felt

--The Day--
Finally deciding on what I believed to be the best method
I came to the conclusion that today I would be sorely tested

For she, my friend who I loved with all my heart
Would know the feelings I've kept in the dark

Despite all I am not entirely confident
But I assured myself that I was competent

Enough so to go on with this task
And see just how long I will last

Not your typical dream, I count on my inside rather than out
I believed that my resolve was heading for a chaotic bout

Because, while many others dream of success and joining with the one they believe to be fated
I've only dream of rejection and of being completely hated

When I captured her attention I spoke my great speech clearly
Not the one I'd written or planned, but one I held close to my heart dearly

I wasn't sure what I felt as my feelings flooded out
Only that she was truly the one I cared about

For once in my life everything I had imagined came to pass
And a great hole appeared in the grass

However, I did not notice the chaotic fall
Because I racked my brain and attempted to recall

When my body hit the icy ground
The crash was doomed to eternally resound

When I came to, I realized that nothing was broken
But then I remembered what she had spoken

In that instant something had fallen apart
I caught my breath and held my chest, for it was my heart
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You can imagine how I feel about this right?
I always imagine heartbreak stories, because realistically speaking...

anyway, till next time
Wake up, and release the chains...of fate

True Story

As the title implies, this poem IS a true story from my POV
I wrote it in ballad format because it was for class

--True Story--
The first thing you need to know
Is that my life isn't ready, set, go
I have many little things to settle everyday
And as hard as any of it is, I tend to find a way

But the one thing I can't do is look her in the eye
I can't share these feelings that I hide
I don't want it to seem out of the blue
When I tell her this story is true

There are many friends who may need help
And I say "I'll be there for you no matter what."
I can help many because I understand
And they believe having me as a friend is grand

But the one thing I can't do is look her in the eye
I can't share these feelings that I hide
I don't want it to seem out of the blue
When I tell her this story is true

I've had many a chance to do
But the conversations is always "How are you?"
I'll never reach that special place
At my utterly ridiculous pace

I can't look her in the eye
And I can't share these feelings that I hide
I really don't want it to seem out of the blue
When I finally manage to tell her, that this story is true

Weeks and weeks have passed and I remain
Alone and thinking things through in pain
My friends would support me if only they knew
But I let no one close and I never give clues

I don't want it to seem out of the blue
When I tell her this story is true


Until next time
Wake up, and release...the chains of fate

1st Up

I've already got a ton of bloglike things at my disposal

The SodaHead blogs, deviantArt journal, twitter, why do this?
Cause i wanna!

Not sure what I will use this for now but when i come up with something I'll let ya'll know, maybe

Until Next time! WAKE UP! Release the chains of fate