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I am random! Hence the blog name: Random Lord. I graduated some time ago and have begun attending Valencia Community College for a Film degree, not my first choice in either situation but its better than nothing. Aside from gaming, reading, writing and all that, I am a hard worker, been trying to get a job for quite some time and my urge to drive is not as strong as most people (but I will get my license someday!)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

The Day

I basically wrote out what I believed would happen if I told the girl I loved, how I felt

--The Day--
Finally deciding on what I believed to be the best method
I came to the conclusion that today I would be sorely tested

For she, my friend who I loved with all my heart
Would know the feelings I've kept in the dark

Despite all I am not entirely confident
But I assured myself that I was competent

Enough so to go on with this task
And see just how long I will last

Not your typical dream, I count on my inside rather than out
I believed that my resolve was heading for a chaotic bout

Because, while many others dream of success and joining with the one they believe to be fated
I've only dream of rejection and of being completely hated

When I captured her attention I spoke my great speech clearly
Not the one I'd written or planned, but one I held close to my heart dearly

I wasn't sure what I felt as my feelings flooded out
Only that she was truly the one I cared about

For once in my life everything I had imagined came to pass
And a great hole appeared in the grass

However, I did not notice the chaotic fall
Because I racked my brain and attempted to recall

When my body hit the icy ground
The crash was doomed to eternally resound

When I came to, I realized that nothing was broken
But then I remembered what she had spoken

In that instant something had fallen apart
I caught my breath and held my chest, for it was my heart
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You can imagine how I feel about this right?
I always imagine heartbreak stories, because realistically speaking...

anyway, till next time
Wake up, and release the chains...of fate

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